Saturday, February 21, 2009

I AM REALLY SAD!!!

I suffer pimples since April 2008 till now.I think it getting worst every time i look at mirror.My heart felt so painful and i try to find a solution to cure it.i knew it might took a long time to recover.but at the same time,please people STOP your criticising and stop hurt me!!!!!

honestly ,i been cried for this.ya, i knew i been suffer pimples is this what i wish and what i want?don't you think if one day you also suffer from it how would you feel.Word come out from your mouth without filtering by your brain.How hurt it would be when each of you talking about it.please ,do concern on others people feeling,think about it if this happen on yourself what would you feel.

start to blogging again

It been a long journey for me through out this few month.
everything begin to change as well as me .
i found out some people looking down on me and some of them are supporting me.
obviously i love singing,i wont give up so easily although there were so many obstruct in front of me .I have to face them one by one.Some people criticise me badly on my singing.i knew my problem of oldish slang,i will try to prove u guys one day i can change it.

I join a competition in my school.I am so regret to choose a song"WHEN YOU TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME"by Diana Ross and westlife.I didn't perform well on the particular day.before competition,i found out there is some problem of my song,the melody change and the range of key change is too suddenly,i cant really change my key in nick of time .I been asking 4 help but seem no one really helping me.I didn't blame 4 anyone ,is my fault to choose the song and didn't perform well.I am so sorry to my friend who came to support me one that day.I knew i can do better than that.No matter how people criticise on me,thanks you very much and i am so glad to have you guys who willing to support me .What am i doing now is only try to gain some experiences,we learnt from mistake.

Everyone have their own ability to interpret a song.What you can do doesn't means other people can do.you have the ability and the range to sing that high doesn't means other people can do it as well.Sometime i really confuse,what advice people give to me i should accecpt or not.what i knew is everything i have to start from the beginning,sometime i feel i only have to enjoy music.GOOD lUCK lawrence.