Finally I KNEW

Stay alone in a strange place.....
I knew my new life had begun.......
it might full of sadness or happiness
just depends

First day night#
stay alone ..so uncomfortable
looking at the moon.it waS so bright and round
i start to miss my home....
felt lonely ...my tears slowly emerge ..
i knew i should be strong...no more depends life towards my parents
i knew i should study hard..no more disappointed 4 them ...
I knew the life 4 me wasn't easy now..but it might taste better after suit myself here..
stars shining n blinking on the sky...
i knew i start to miss my hometown ........
I miss everything there
my bed..
my family...
my lovely dog...
everything.........i knew i should appreciate all thing i had ...
but the fACT is i didn't do so...
i wasn't obedient as what they thought ...
I choose my life to went here...hope i wont regret next time
i would try my very best 4 my study...
i knew i could do it well if i really put my afford...

LIFE BEGin#
challenges come without sound
every moment so significANT 4 me...
i knew again...
stay lonely night wasn't good feel 4 me...
many memories might spring out at a sudden
unexpected emerge...
not enough preparation 4 me to face the fact..
what to do....???

MISSIng ? and MiSsiNg
missing my friends.........
missing my family
missing-lost
missing-miss
sometime it was just complicated enough...
i knew i fed up already.....
i knew i missing the time spend together with my buddy..
now..i missing them....just 4awhile??? or 4ever??!!
missing the time with my family.....
less communication....far apart from each other....
missing missing and missing.......
tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow
what to do???!!!

NOW I KNEW