MISEREBLE LIFE

My life was so MISERABLE ........

I started to find my happiness...
I took down my every single picture...
It represent me...
I love my picture...
I love myself...
I am so bored...
I am so fool...
But I learnt not to fool by others...

Experiences

I learnt more about myself from experiences..
I am lazy...
I am stupid...
Even tough I knew it was wrong but I still did it...
Sometime I just cant hate myself...
I could not blame for anybody...
That's the way I choose myself be...
No one choose for me...
I am fool...
AM I???
Recap my stupid reaction
Sometime I cant stop laughing myself...
Is that u want??!!!
ARE YOU ACTUALLY HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU DID???!!!
Sometime YES but sometime No!!!
HA HA...

Fashion.
I am so blindly to follow fashion...
but did i actually followed the step of it??
ha ha but finally i found myself
Rather prefer my own style than blindly followed others style...
find something that suit you yourself is much more important...
sometime i just live in my own world...
haha but it cannot be define..
I actually enjoy it...
I LOVE MYSELF ...
I will protect myself now!!!!!

AM I LOST?????ANYONE CAN TELL ME???

Nearly 4 month....i stay in KL ...a all new place for me... i taught i need time to suit myself...but found it wasn't an easy task for me to do it......I try to improve my languages.....i learnt a lot Cantonese as well as English.....but i found that i had seriously lost myself on self-confident....i really need and WANT my self-confident back!!!!CRITICISE for me is a good thing...but over criticise for me is a nightmare......I just cannot found a road for me to walk through the criticising and turn over again a all new me!!!!!I try to change myself....i found i change a lot...until i dunno who i m !!!i am so evil...so scary.......seriously...I am so week...come to KL i cried 4 times....for me...may be cry for me can release my tension..just like a girl did....cannot be define i am girlish....no need any proven...but it feel much more better for me....4 month i still cannot suit myself i am so lousy...pariah...sometime i rather prefer everyone just leave me alone here.....i felt so complicated ...I just can't follow what actually i had planned....haiz....anyway i change a lot I HATE MYSELF NOW!!!!

MY HEART SO PAIN...

You are the one who light up my life...I taught it was a new life for me.....but it disappoint me again and again....I miss you so much but you doesn't knew it......I am so week.....Ill ....I CANT AFFORD TO LOST U !!! My heart so pain..who knows??????????!!!!!

No one was understanding.NO one !!!Every time i view your friendster profile..my heart so pain....my tears just invaluable!!!!You are the first one who i really love...I cannot blame anything to you.....is my faulth...T.T although it last very fast...but i appreciate all the time we sacrifice together......T.T I need more care from you also......I don't like the condition I am now!!
I LOST MY SELF-CONFIDENT!!! I dunno who am i !!!!I found that I am seriously LOST in this city.........I LOVE YOU MY DEAR....T.T NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN...YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART......